Losing yourself is not a spontaneous act or something that is done on a whim. It is a choice that you consciously make because you feel that you are living your life behind a mask. Like many of us nearing the mid-point of our lives, I began having thoughts of inadequacy, longing for more love and inner fulfillment, and asking, ‘have I come this far to only come this far?’ The paradox of embarking on the journey of losing myself, was actually to find my true self. You could also say that it was a forced hand by the Divine to get me out of my comfort zone to fully realize and live my truth and purpose. I had reached a point where my habits and routines were no longer helping me to grow and expand materially, mentally, or spiritually. I was stuck as opposed to moving forward by not living up to my potential. It was time to level up so that I could live and experience a new phase of accomplishment, joy, and satisfaction in my life.Nicky HassaballaI began to question if I had been taking action towards anything in my life. Sure, I had a job, a place to live, food on the table and clothes to wear. I was successful at fulfilling my most basic needs of survival, but I was not thriving. This was a pivotal realization for me. Not that having achievements and milestones was not important, but I forgot how to exist in the present moment; I was not stopping to smell the roses, or even acknowledge them.Although I had already been on my own personal development journey for a few years, I quickly came to recognize that I wasn’t growing as much as I was clearing and healing past relationship dynamics and familial…
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